
“Faggot!! you went from the Mountain to the Museum. BLI (Batallón de Lucha Irregular)”. / Museum of Contemporary Art and Design. San José, Costa Rica. 2006.
About my art practice. Ernesto Salmerón.
Real things. Real people. “REAL” being what gets inside people’s minds and bodies after they’ve been exposed to what they don’t have under control. People involved with the forces of the unpredictible. People like me, whose life processes begin when they come into contact with Others. And Others have lived unfortunate facts that have made their lives a lesson for my life. Questionable facts framed in a so-called HISTORY. But History forgets about people when they’re Others. History deals only with winners, and winners aren’t really people, they’re icons, constructed to personalize abstract evil behaviors. Icons belong to the market of ideas.
My social position as a winner, as a privileged person in an enviroment of widespread lack, became the motive for my work. I wanted to start a relationship with Others, in some cases the war veterans, the relatives of war veterans, the losers of the utopia were I grew up: the Sandinista Revolution in Nicaragua.
I began working as a photographer back in 1996 during my first year of university in Cali, Colombia. I was interested in documenting what was left of the Sandinista Revolution, and what was left of that “nicaraguan” culture that was gradually being erased by the forces of global culture.
Each year, during my vacation from university, I would travel to Nicaragua to document the anniversary of the triumph of Sandinista Revo1ution, celebrated on the 19th of July since 1979. I began accumulating portraits of people participating in this melancholy celebration. Inspired by the improvised, curtained mobile photo studios found in many Latinamerican smalltown fairs, I eventually built my own photo backdrop and began taking people’s portraits inside them.
I grew up in the social laboratory that Nicaragua was during the eighties. In school, I was taught how to read with revolutionary sentences like “Pedro fights for his country’s dignity”. My father decided to stay in Nicaragua, despite the fact that he worked for neither the Sandinistas nor the Contras. So my family lived the insurrection, the war and the postwar in Nicaragua. “So you want to play baseball?” my father asked me. “Ok, I’ll take you to where real baseball is played”. So he took me to the working class little leagues, where the “poor” kids played the best ball game. Suddenly, I was in a “real” baseball team, where my teammates didn’t eat breakfast before the ball game. They didn’t have uniforms, didn’t have gloves or cleats. They were still the best, without all the equipment that I saw on TV. So I started trying to be like them. My life was baseball and my friends didn’t live in my neighborhood. I began to understand that what I have is not necessary what everybody has. I took conscience that there is few for everybody, but you could share and feel that there was enough. “Hey, go to Ernesto’s house!! You’ll eat three times a day”, said our baseball manager to a pitcher that had trouble commuting to practice every day. He didn’t answer, but he did come to spend a few days at home with my family. He didn’t know how to use the toilet, and never talked too much.
An old musician in a village party once said to me, “The important thing is the bird, not the cage”.
December 2006.
Text editing and translation by Jonathan Harker.